He’s become the one my thoughts turn to.
And I know exactly what I need to do.
I need to get him out of my system,
I need to forget about him.

Gotta let him go.

Gotta flush him out.

I am tired of wasting time
On someone who’s never gonna be mine.

This isn’t good for me
And I wish all these feelings would just let me be
These feelings continue to grow
I wish I could just let them go…

Tired of feeling so much,
And getting nothing in return.
So damn tired,
Of always getting burned.

I need to get him out of my system.
I need to forget about him.
Gotta let him go.
Gotta flush him out.

Time to move on.
Gotta focus on me,
And doing what’s gonna make me happy.

I can’t keep falling for him.
It’s time to get him out of my system.

I’ve been thinking about you.
Been feeling things I shouldn’t be,
Wondering if you’ve been thinking about me,
And if you’re feeling something too.

Not sure how I got here.
But things are starting to become very clear.
I’ve got a major crush on you.

I’ve been feeling like a fool.
Wanting to break my own rules.
I know what I should do,
But part of me doesn’t want to.

I should walk away.
I should let this all go.
But something in me is telling me to stay,
Saying just go with the flow.

Not sure how I got here,
but things are starting to become very clear.
I’ve got a major crush on you.

I’ll take a step back,
But keep my heart open.
And if something’s supposed to happen,
God will let me know when.

I’ve been thinking about you,
Been hoping you’re thinking of me too…
I won’t let it get to me too much,
But I can’t deny this crush.

Bruno Mars…always loved this song! :)

I woke up to news about the shooting in Connecticut.  On days like this I cannot understand what is wrong with this world we live in.  And on a day like this I believe people like the cowards who went into an elementary school today do not deserve to be on this earth.  People like this do no deserve to take the easy way out, and they definitely do not deserve to rot in a cell.  How can anyone justify a person taking innocent lives receiving meals everyday, healthcare, and a roof over his or her head while we have our own veterans, men and women who fought for our freedom on the street, with nothing?  

There is just so much wrong with what is going on today and you may disagree with my opinion on this matter, and my thoughts might be a little scattered, but I had to write and get it out.  I literally had tears in my eyes within minutes of waking up. 

My thoughts and prayers are with all the families affected by the shooting.  

To You, O Lord, we humbly entrust this child, so precious in Your sight. Take him/her into Your arms and welcome him/her into paradise, where there will be no sorrow, no weeping nor pain, but the fullness of peace and joy with Your Son and the Holy Spirit forever and ever. Amen.

If you asked me to tell you the truth
I’d tell you I loved you.
And it feels like it’s been that way for as long as I can remember,
And that’s why I can’t even describe just how jealous I am of her.

Deep down I guess I always knew we’d never work,
But I held onto the smallest hope.
You were the one running around in the back of my mind,
Which has made finding Mr. Right so hard to find.

None compared to you,
None made me feel the way you used to.

So if you asked me today
To tell you the truth
I’d tell you I used to love you.

She has everything I always wanted
And I hope she knows just how lucky she is…
Cuz you’re still the one running around in the back of my mind,
And you’re making Mr. Right so damn hard to find. 

I know you’ll never be mine,
But I’ll be just fine,
I’m gonna be alright,
Cuz one of these days I’ll be his Mrs. Right. 

If you respect the game of baseball, you should respect what the Giants did to get to this point…hilarious to me how bitter some people sound. Shouldn’t matter the team, if they are playing good baseball, respect it. ugh, some people will never get it…oh well!!! Even they can’t take this smile off my face :D