YESSSSS!!! Love it!! Got Melk?? :)
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Ricky Gervais: “Why I’m an Atheist”
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This is hilarious…oh Pat the Bat!! I met him at a bar a little while after the Giants won the World Series…I did not get “Burrelled,” but he did ask me to take my top off (I didn’t)…LOL
YES! This is awesome! This is a topic that has been running around in my head for some time, and I haven’t been able to put everything into one coherent thought yet. So I encourage you to read this! :)
It’s beyond late, and I can’t seem to fall asleep…I tried reading and it didn’t work, tried surfing the internet for a little while and even wrote a little bit…and here it is 3:30 and I’m no closer to sleep. I decided to empty out old emails…bad idea.
So I found old emails I had sent to someone who at one point meant a lot to me, and in all honestly he still does…but I read through some old stuff and I’m disgusted by how stupid I was. At least I can laugh about it now, but damn…wtf was I thinking?? I guess I had forgotten some of these conversations because they happened long before we stopped seeing each other and even more time passed before I could honestly say I was over him. I hate that even now, years later I catch myself thinking about him…but I’m all the better for having liked (well what I thought could be love) him…he taught me a valuable lesson. If someone wants to be with you, they will be. Plain and simple.
I always seem to fall for the wrong guys, they’re either emotionally unavailable, physically/geographically unavailable, taken, or the most common, not interested. It gets irritating at times when all I want is to love and be loved in return, but I never lose faith in the idea that it will happen eventually. He’s out there somewhere, and each step I take, each success and each mistake is bringing me closer to him.







