What Would Love Do
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Ready

I was in a bit of a writing mood today…and these lines kinda came to me. It’s been awhile so I’m a bit rusty…don’t judge me! :)

I’ve held on to the idea of us for so long,
But it’s time for me to finally move on.
He’s nothing like you,
But maybe that’s what’s best for me to do…

I hope that he’s enough
To help me let go of us.
I’m praying my thoughts won’t turn to you,
And that at the end of the night it’s not you I want to hold on to.

I’m ready to let it all go…
The perfect us I could see in my dreams,
But it was never real,
Our time was never what it seemed. 

You only called when you were lonely,
Or horny…
Or when you were bored.
And it took me so long to realize I deserve more.

I held you up as some prized specimen,
Was blind to all other men.
And it’s through no fault but my own,
That my feelings had grown.

I fell in love with the idea of us.
But it’s not enough. 
I’ve been such a fool,
And I’m so ready to be over you.

Who knows if he’ll make the cut,
But it’s a start…
I’m finally ready
T
o take back my heart.

I’ve held on to that idea for so long,
And I’m finally strong enough to move on.

Yes!! How’s this for your Monday morning!?! :) #truth #love #NeverSettle

Yes!! How’s this for your Monday morning!?! :) #truth #love #NeverSettle

This.

This.

Re-reading Austenland since they went and made a movie :) this is the dedication lol #Austenland #JaneAusten #MrDarcy #ShannonHale

Re-reading Austenland since they went and made a movie :) this is the dedication lol #Austenland #JaneAusten #MrDarcy #ShannonHale

Oh Jane Austen! I’m not the type to not give people second chances…BUT you will definitely have to earn it. And if I can’t trust someone, good luck earning that back. #SorryImNotSorry #life #JaneAusten #MrDarcy

Oh Jane Austen! I’m not the type to not give people second chances…BUT you will definitely have to earn it. And if I can’t trust someone, good luck earning that back. #SorryImNotSorry #life #JaneAusten #MrDarcy

To Write or Not To Write

I haven’t written in a VERY long time. Not here on tumblr. Not in my journal. I have been lacking the motivation and more importantly, the inspiration…but lately I’ve had verses pop in my head and plot ideas start to make their way back into my mind…and I LOVE IT.

I’m deciding on whether or not to continue to use my tumblr, or to “grow up” and use a different blog…either way, I will start writing again. I lost sight of one of my passions, and it’s time to get back on it and to continue to improve my skills. So be warned, I’m coming back…be prepared for random poems, some short stories, extremely random thoughts, and who knows what else! :) 

Out of My System

He’s become the one my thoughts turn to.
And I know exactly what I need to do.
I need to get him out of my system,
I need to forget about him.

Gotta let him go.

Gotta flush him out.

I am tired of wasting time
On someone who’s never gonna be mine.

This isn’t good for me
And I wish all these feelings would just let me be
These feelings continue to grow
I wish I could just let them go…

Tired of feeling so much,
And getting nothing in return.
So damn tired,
Of always getting burned.

I need to get him out of my system.
I need to forget about him.
Gotta let him go.
Gotta flush him out.

Time to move on.
Gotta focus on me,
And doing what’s gonna make me happy.

I can’t keep falling for him.
It’s time to get him out of my system.

 

Crush

I’ve been thinking about you.
Been feeling things I shouldn’t be,
Wondering if you’ve been thinking about me,
And if you’re feeling something too.

Not sure how I got here.
But things are starting to become very clear.
I’ve got a major crush on you.

I’ve been feeling like a fool.
Wanting to break my own rules.
I know what I should do,
But part of me doesn’t want to.

I should walk away.
I should let this all go.
But something in me is telling me to stay,
Saying just go with the flow.

Not sure how I got here,
but things are starting to become very clear.
I’ve got a major crush on you.

I’ll take a step back,
But keep my heart open.
And if something’s supposed to happen,
God will let me know when.

I’ve been thinking about you,
Been hoping you’re thinking of me too…
I won’t let it get to me too much,
But I can’t deny this crush.

Bruno Mars…always loved this song! :)